Tonight was the first One Healing Meditation and I absolutely loved every moment!
I wish to share what I experienced during the session here, particularly during the energy healing/merging section I perform.
I tuned in to the group and felt a big release in the Solar Plexus, followed by a release in the lungs. My body rocked as it went through the motion of gagging for air, I feel, the fear of breathing deeply, of truely Living. A connection was made to the heart centre from these areas, which I found was deeply rooted in the sacral chakra. I felt such pain in the womb, in Mother in us all, male or female alike. She felt suppressed here, in agony in our sacral chakra, our supressed emotions/fears/life juices. I then felt the throat chakra burning! A need to step into speaking our truth from this deeper level. To release fears and be transformed in love.
All that has been building and shifting this month is being released, it is time to let go of those parts of you which died to be reborn and really ground these deeper levels of inner connectiveness. Speak your truth. Stand up for who you are, not for people you love, your closest and dearest or the world, but for the world that lives within you. If you step on egg shells around anyone, AnyOne! Your children, your parents, even yourself (the person you fool the most!) You are dishonoring love within, you and them, all! You are demonstrating fear, no matter how subtle, you demonstrate that you do not trust their soul, you do not trust god within you to guide you.. their guidance, their path, connected to you on yours through your relationship and how you feel. Healed through truth expressed.
Your/their personality may not like the truth, your feelings and try to own them, accusing you of playing with their emotions or blame you for their reaction to it, but the soul, the soul loves the truth. The soul is thankful for speaking the truth. The Ones Truth. For in focussing on speaking your truth you are healing us all :) and powerfully empowering yourself into The One, demonstrating love in the highest. Fearless. Trusting, knowing and being the truth of your heart.. your all that is.
Thank you for beautiful you, reading this and loving us. You are sooo freaking beautiful! oo I love our ever expanding community!
Thank you all who added their poop into the pot ! Who opened their heart to allow me to enter in love during the healing section I do on my side, It was such a pleasure to connect with you, making this recconection within themselves that was described above, your openess and willingness to grow made it possible for this big shift! soo massive! oo I love the poop! Mmmmm Delicious !
With Love and Beautiful Light In All Ways For All Days
In Love
In Joy
In Bliss
Mmm I Love You!
Tara Love
p.s. this is a space for us all to share! If you felt anything, or have any comments on this post go for it baby! wooohoooooo! To Sharing!
p.s.s For expansion on how honoring yourself benefits us all, follow the link to read a little note I wrote; Be Love: Honour your feelings.
I am finding, everything, all of my growth is coming back to deeper, purer and finer expressions of this, as the reflections from people around me change, and blossom the application of this lesson gets soooo deep! sooo subtle! With each choice that honours the heart, we are moving further into divine unconditional love. Soo awesome! How Deep We Are ! Mind Blowing! To Love!!
http://taraismail.blogspot.com/2010/08/be-love-honour-your-feelings-by-tara.html
I went to the website to post a testimonial of tonight and i ended up reading more...so i will just give you feed back here and you can do what you like with it...LOL...i just so enjoy what you share especially in your reflections section...
ReplyDeleteanyway...shortly after you started i had this urge to...well...defecate...really i had to crap...but it was not like i felt it in my body but in my spirit. I then was surprised by what came out...since i eat only twice a day, if that, i was surprised. Anyway, i have been doing alot of Loving on others who are in the middle of marital breakup and addictions and the like and have been going on in the strength of Yeshua the Messiah, the Christ, or Anointing within me and it has been a learning and healing time all around and this healing session with you cleansed me of the stuff i had gathered along the route. I was experiencing peace like i was being lifted and not alone at all and i thank the LOVE that inspires you!!! The LOVE that is YOU!!!!
Tara, wow, I'm a bit blown away by some of the things you felt during the session - especially the part about breathing difficulty. It would have been roughly 4 hours before the session when I went to bed and had a very strange experience t...hat lasted roughly 30 minutes where I was having trouble breathing as some fears came up and I couldn't seem to get a proper deep breath into my lungs. Although I didn't want to resort to calming myself down with anything external, after allowing the fear and the sensations and the trouble breathing to just be, it settled a bit but didn't disappear altogether until my partner gave me a big 'spoon' cuddle and just held me like that all night. I woke up during the time of the session feeling very fine and happy, happy, happy. I think next week I will get up early and actually meditate for the session. Thank you for being love. xx
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